The fall of the gambling dog: $Giggle's A9 dream shattered 🥲
$Giggle was supposed to be the most successful trade of this year, but now it looks like the most failed one. Starting from zero and building all the way to Binance spot, I'm a social‑anxiety person who never goes on spaces; each time I forced myself to be the first Chinese speaker and say a bunch of things. I really put a lot of effort, getting on BN spot is also a success, after all I haven’t been on a memecoin for over half a year, this is the only one I’ve been on. The first wave went from 50 u down to 8 u. The second wave went up to alpha, didn’t go, the futures didn’t go, spot stayed at 270 u and I kept holding and even added positions. Many people also kept holding because I bought and held, but the faith was too strong, finally adding more positions might have caused a loss.
Originally, if I sold right after listing on BN, I could have gotten out at a8.5, but I didn’t sell, it dropped, and I even added a little leverage, the position fell 10× to 5,000,000. When it fell to 47 u I still didn’t sell, then it rose back to 270 u. Tonight I couldn’t stand it any longer, the position fell from a8.5 below a8. The pressure has been huge these two months; the futures have just been cut. Two swings of 50 million at high and low, adding up close to a9, really torturous, I don’t know the meaning of holding all this time. @thankUcrypto was right that day, is it my obsession that’s too deep or is the coin really good? It was an obsession; that day I could have sold at 5 m, if I had listened earlier to @timotimo007 @Michael_Liu93 and sold at a lower point, it would have been better. Now any selling point is better than now. Every time it went up a bit I went FOMO with @leechan1688, now I think I’m doomed.
I don’t know what to do in this bear market; $Giggle is still losing money, and I don’t know how to make back the money I’ve lost. The torment of heaven and hell, going back and forth, is really painful, I don’t want to suffer like this. I remember a girl behind me in high school showed me a book titled “Geniuses on the Left, Lunatics on the Right”, I felt like I’m the lunatic in the mental hospital inside, forced to gamble.
It feels so hard, really hard, the more it falls the more painful, I can’t stand the pressure. I know it may rise back to over 50 m later, you holders at this position will definitely be fine, Haji Mi has over 30 m, but I must sell first. At this point, you should keep holding; selling the spot is meaningless. But after selling, what to do? I don’t know, I really feel I’m already crazy.
I don’t know what to do, I lost a huge principal in the bear market, although I still have some u, it feels pitifully small compared to before, just cash that doesn’t affect my living. I didn’t get liquidated, better than the liquidation I had in 2022. But I’m really desperate, sigh, a bit of mental breakdown, before BN I was happy every day, after that I haven’t been happy for days. What to do??? Save me, I’m dying, worse than death, can you massage me? 🥲 At the peak we can’t meet brothers, I’m completely failed, I’m worthless!